#crecomm

The day is here. The end of an era. The end of CreComm.

It seems crazy that a day that felt lightyears away just a few months ago is here. Right here in front of me, but it is. It's all done. We did it.

I had a post written a couple weeks ago that talked about this day, but it doesn't quite encompass what it feels like today. I wrote about all the time I spent doing homework, stressing out, and staying up too late. I wrote about all the weekends I spent doing homework, all the outings I missed because I was too busy, and all frantic text messages I sent because, of course, I couldn't find my notes on some specific due date. I wrote about all of that and in a huge way that is a large part of what CreComm meant to me, but today feels different. Today I see CreComm for what it really is: a program that not only changed my educational and professional life, but changed my personal life in a way that I'll never forget.

I sat in a dark photo studio today watching my friends take pictures and laugh at each other and I realized that even though I've been saying for months that I'm going to miss school when it's over, I'm really, really going to miss school when it's over.

I'm going to go to work every morning and be happy because that is what I've been working towards for the last five years, but I'm not looking forward to spending my lunches without Kailey and I'm not excited to go to Tim Hortons every morning without Meghan. I'm definitely going to miss my Monday/Tuesday drives to school with Taylor and I'm going to miss my chit chats and frantic texts with Bre.

Picture by Bre Hearsum

I'm going to miss seeing the same people every day and miss being able to relate to everyone around me because through better or worse, we're all in the same situation.

I can honestly say that CreComm was the best two years of my life and though I'm very excited for the future, I'm going to miss to CreComm like crazy (I kind of already do).

Congratulations, CreComm class 2014! We did it!

M

Love

"To love is to give away a piece of oneself and to hope to never get that piece back."

M

#beautiful

The no-makeup selfie.

Yeah, apparently it's a thing.

This ain't it!

You can ask any of my friends and they'll tell you I love taking selfies. I just do. I don't know why. It's silly and immature and fun... and you know what? That's exactly why I like them. But I normally take them when I'm feeling good and pretty - i.e. when my makeup and hair looks good and pretty.

So last week, a picture was posted on my wall. My beautiful friend Kailey nominated me for a makeup-less picture. I guess it's part of a "love yourself" on social media thing. So I posted a picture of myself (below) and then promptly put on "my face" and went on with my day.

#nakedface

I didn't realize until today that even though I wear minimalistic makeup every day I'm really not OK with not having "my face" on in public.

Well, that kind of made me sad. I'm always telling my family and friends that they're beautiful inside and out, with or without makeup (because they are) and I started to wonder why I couldn't look at myself the same way.

Well, today I decided to change. I woke up this morning, took a shower, put on my moisturizer, put my hair in a pony-tail and went out the door. It felt good. It felt natural. And I didn't care that my naked face was on display.

I'm still not sure why it feels weird to not put makeup on before leaving the house, but I'm going to try to do it more often. Why not, right?!

Anyway, everyone should know that if you're a good person, you're a beautiful person.

Makeup doesn't make the difference, you do.

M

March 17 🍀

Happy St. Paddy's Day from Rusty and me! 🍀

Don't you just love March 17th? I sure do. 

Normally this is the first day of the year where I notice everyone dressing a little brighter, a little more spring-y, a little more green. It's the first time throughout the long winter months that I actually believe spring is coming. I can feel spring coming today and I cannot wait. And neither can Rusty.

Happy St. Patrick's Day and happy, happy Monday! 🍀

1001 Donations

This weekend is IAMS' 1001 Donations in support of the Winnipeg Humane Society.

Here's the poster I made for one of the Telethon's fund-raisers. The fund-raising team (Janessa Wirth, Bethany Giroux, Amanda Trunzo, and I) have worked very hard to raise money for this amazing cause (we've raised over $1,500 so far). 

The Telethon is this Sunday so please donate if you can (info below)!

The Winnipeg Humane Society's webpage

M

Monday

Oh Monday, the cruelest day of the week.

Pinterest

I never used to mind Mondays; I've always loved school and haven't really ever minded going to work, but lately Mondays are just hard and depressing. Even today, when I didn't officially have classes, was hard. My mind was in a daze, my thoughts were stuck on the weekend, and procrastination kicked into full blast and decided that today was not the day for homework and productiveness, no, today was the day to do nothing and be proud of it.

So I went to school for 8 am, dropped off an assignment that was due by 9 am, got coffee with my awesome friend Kailey, set up some homework on my laptop and talked to Kailey for three hours while giving my screen guilty looks, had a meeting with the Creative Arts assistant, ate lunch (leftover spaghetti), talked to Kailey for a little while longer, applied for two jobs, had a meeting with Melanie, went shopping at St. Vital mall, came home, cleaned up the kitchen with my mom, made my own dinner, set up my laptop to work on my IPP presentation, watched an hour of Homeland off of our PVR, closed my laptop, watched the new episode of Bates Motel, opened my laptop again, decided a shower was more important than doing any homework, got into bed, set up my laptop to work on my IPP presentation again, painted my nails, talked to my sister, and now I'm writing this. I know, that was the most interesting thing you've read all day, right?

Anyway, if any future employer is reading this they've probably decided that I'm a huge slacker, and if today was any indication of how I usually am then they would be right. But the thing is, I (maybe all CreComms) have been so busy for so long without so much as a second to do my own thing that not being all-consuming, Amazing Race-style busy as left me feeling more lost than anything. What do you do when you only have one semi-pressing assignment? What do you mean I can't jump between assignments all night long? You're joking, right?

Now if that isn't the nerdiest thing I've ever said (typed), then I truly don't know what is - and that says a lot considering a wear a ring that says "mischief managed" on it.

I know that come tomorrow I'll be working on my semi-completed presentation like a cat on catnip, so tonight I'm not even going to bother opening my presentation for the fifth time today. No, tonight, right now, I am just going to sit here and stare at my newly painted nails and browse Pinterest. Tonight, I'm going to embrace procrastination.

Pinterest

M

The Dog Days are Over

We did it!

Pardon my French, but HELL YES WE DID!

We made it through our IPPs - well just about, I guess. We still have those presentations, but at this point, what's a presentation when you have a 40-page marketing report? Nothing. It's nothing.

I can breathe again. I can think again. I can watch TV without feeling guilty. AND  I can go out and enjoy myself without, again, feeling guilty.

I haven't really talked about my IPP much on this blog (aside from shamelessly plugging it), so I thought I would take this time to share a couple photos and let you know how it went!

The event was very successful. Overall Play for Paws raised over $2,900 for the Winnipeg Humane Society.

If you would like to donate to the Winnipeg Humane Society, please visit www.winnipeghumanesociety.ca

Thanks!

M